After my encounter with the light of the Lord, I studied extensively. I was in the word constantly.I carried my Bible everywhere. One night I again was studying, for at least twenty minutes the lord gave me scripture that would light up and leap off the pages at me. I prayed earnestly that God would help me understand.
As I said in my Testimony about the light, my parents God fearing people had long ago passed away. I tried going to pastors for answers,different denominations it didn't matter no one seemed to be able to help me understand. I in fact went to the largest Baptist church in Phoenix at the time and got "God doesn't intervene in our lives any more. I don't know forBaptists,Catholics,Lutherans,. but in my life God most assuredly had intervened.
Not being able to find answers with man I again turned to God. I found myself at the graves of my parents. I said "God I know these people are dead, but they're the only people I ever knew, that I know loved you. I know they're with you and I need help. I don't understand all that's happening to me." I asked God "Please let me know I am alright . " I was pleading " Let me know that me and my kids are going to be alright." I was not leaving that place without God's help. I buried my face
in the ground weeping, I confessed every sin I could think of (even stealing a pack of cigarettes
from my sister when I was about 12). I wept like never before (from my soul). I put dirt on my head. I said over and over " Let me know I'm alright, let me know it's you. Please God let me know I'm not crazy. Let me know my kids will be alright"
As I wept, I heard a voice say "Are you alright?" I looked up and said, " I'm alright." I saw a little girl about fourteen standing over me. For a split second she seemed to glow, I put my head down and realized I had answered my own question. I was All Right ! I thought how miraculous God was, to have some one there in that place at the exact time I needed. Once at about twelve or so I found a man in the same graveyard crying, so I stopped to see if he was ok. He had lost his wife of forty four years and was sad. We became friends that day.
Now it was me a little girl had stopped to help. So amazed I looked up to say "Thank You" to her. She was kneeling down looking back at me smiling, (the smile was so loving with strength. As if she knew what was about to happen) holding a rose. I didn't get the first word out of my mouth when I heard the same voice that had been in the light say "I Have Come To Do What I Was Sent To Do And Nothing More Is To Be Said." Bowing my head in prayer thanking God, again and again. I was so blessed and thankful. When I looked to see her again, She was gone.
I got up not understanding but felt a peace that I could not explain. I went to my car where a friend was waiting. I was excited to say the least. I was asking my friend a dozen questions like "Where did the little girl go? Did you see her ? ". I said "let's find her." We got into the car, but couldn't find her. (She could not have gotten out of the graveyard if she were an Olympic sprinter) I said " Mar where did she go." My friends name was Marcia, I called her Mar. Mar said, "Debi listen to me that little girl came from no where and left walking right into thin air. I said, "What ?" Then it hit me her glow, the peace she brought to me, the voice. Mar was crying and shaking. She said, "maybe it's your sister come back." Mar believed in reincarnation, I said "no she was an angel sent to help." I love Jesus! Mar, I just love him! She said "I know you do." There was a physical manifestation this day, (To my body) I believe to show Marcia and I it was Gods power not mine.
I kept studying the bible even cleaning the house. One day I was doing just that my bible was on my bed I was hanging pictures. Which brings me to my next vision.
